indisposed and depleted

,,when i see you, i cant find the words to speak

my cheeks go as red as two big cherries

i try to look beautiful for you

stuffing my dress up with tissues

hoping youll notice but its obvious

and get so embarrassed

im so smitten with you and everyone knows it

when youre not around, i clutch my chest and say

ill look you in the eyes and not be so god damn shy

but i am, i cant find the words to speak"